4.6.09

So.

So, I'm sitting here thinking about philosophical life questions.
Like where I will be in 10 years, what happens if i cease to exist, what would I do if somehow I became handicapped, would I still love Jesus if someone close to me died, what would I do if everyone I loved abandoned me.
Wow, those are things that are happening to people all around me that I take for granted.
Honestly.

What if everything in my life took a 360, am I prepared to handle what my future has for me? What if I don't like how it turns out. That is a scary thing to think about.


.....I'm still pondering.

2.3.09

This is a story all about how....

my life got twisted upside down.

I have so much going on. College is overwhelming at times. The first semester was a breeze and now I actually have to work, and I'm stressed. Whew.

I just had to get that off my chest.

13.2.09

Blog Three.

I just really enjoy this song and wanted to share it.

You're not alone.
Meredith Andrews

I search for love, when the night came,
And it closed in, I was alone,
But you found me, where I was hiding,
And now I'll never ever be the same,
It was the sweetest voice,
That called my name saying

You're not alone, For I am here,
Let me wipe away your every fear,
My love I've never left your side,
I have seen you through the darkest night,
And I'm the one who's loved you all your life,
All of your life

You cry your self to sleep, cause the hurt is real,
And the pain cuts deep, all hope seems lost,
With heartache your closest friend,
And everyone else long gone,
You've had to face the music on your own,
But there is a sweeter song that calls you home saying

You're not alone, For I am here,
Let me wipe away your every tear,
My love I've never left your side,
I have seen you through the darkest night,
And I'm the one who's loved you all your life,
All your life

Faithful and true, Forever,
Oh my love will carry you

You're not alone, For I, I am here,
Let me wipe away your every fear
Oh yeah, My love I've never left your side,
I have seen you through the darkest night,
Your darkest night,
And I'm the one who's loved you all your life,
All of your life

12.2.09

Love.

Oh, Valentine's Day is approaching, despite the immense controversy on whether or not one should hate or love Valentine's Day, I think there are some serious issues that we could look at to make our decision.
The main thing I have been pondering on for a while is the idea of not relational love between humans but the love of Christ to his creation. I think we, as humans, focus way too much on the worldly love that we get, and not enough on the love that Christ displays and gives to us. So many women across the world HATE Valentine's Day with a sincere passion, and understandably so, they may have had a bad experience, many bad relationships, or they simply are not in a relationship on this fateful day of the year. I would urge them to look passed the Hallmark holiday of Valentine but rather look to Christ for the love that they are searching for. I know people may say that it is easy for one to say if they do not hate Valentine's Day and this is true, but if you will just give it a chance to let God pour the love he has for you, Valentine's Day may have a completely new meaning for you.

5.2.09

Blog One.

This is my first blog, obviously. I am not a blogger by instict, but rather by conformity. I am sure numerous people are interested in my innate and cunning instinct to wow the crowd with my overly exciting life. In a perfect world, that may be true. Since the fall of man, the world is infact not perfect. I'm not sure what I am talking about now, so lets begin.

Life as I know it is overwhelming. School work is engulfing my personal life, and I am not sure as to why. Well, I suppose I am in college (Liberty University, to be exact) so I may be overlooking the idea that college involves work, bah. Anyways, I will periodically blog about music, life, psychology...or anything that interests me.

Enjoy.